Life in ATL


Hey everyone! Happy fourth of July :) I'm enjoying Sunday afternoon at the Kroc Center, relaxing and preparing for a new week of teams in Atlanta. To stay updated on the work happening here, visit: http://www.experiencemissionnews.com/ -- search for blog updates from Atlanta. (I will be writing most of these throughout the summer.)
Sorry that I don't have more time to tell you about our time here, just keep me in your prayers! God is teaching me so much about loving others and being a servant. I can't wait to tell you more when I get back.


Enjoy today,

Heather

God Has Deep Pockets

Trust God from the bottom of your heart; don't try to figure out everything on your own. Listen for God's voice in everything you do, everywhere you go; he's the one who will keep you on track. Don’t assume that you know it all. Run to God! Run from evil! Your body will glow with health; your very bones will vibrate with life! Honor God with everything you own; give him the first and the best.

–Proverbs 3:5-9 (MSG)

. . .

For as long as I can remember, my parents have taught and modeled the importance of tithing—giving God a percentage of your income in an effort to bless others and acknowledge that everything you have comes from Him. At the age of seven, I remember smiling a proud, gummy smile on Sunday mornings, dropping my dime into the offering box; I joyfully tithed on my allowance and tooth fairy money.

When I got older, it became harder to tithe because I realized the importance of money in the real world. I knew how many hours I needed to work to fill up the tank or how tithing might cut into my Starbucks budget. During the last year of high school and my freshman year of college, I stopped tithing altogether. I didn’t feel like I was doing anything wrong, but looking back—I know I was being selfish and disobedient.

. January 2009 .

After hearing a convicting message during my sophomore year in college and studying Bible verses about tithing, I became convinced that I needed to give again. I sat down on a Saturday afternoon and figured out how much money I was making and how much I needed to give away every week. The first few weeks were easy, then Christmas shopping came, then tuition bills came, and then a bank robber disguised as the University bookstore came. When second semester of my sophomore year started, I had $31.98 to my name.

On a Sunday morning in early January, I peered into my wallet and glanced at the measly bills inside—ironically, the exact amount I needed for my weekly tithe. But my part-time paycheck wouldn’t be deposited for another week. I was worried about cutting into my already feeble bank account. But as I peeked into my wallet, I could almost hear God saying, Heather, won’t you trust me? I put my money in the bucket, feeling a little sick to my stomach, but convincing myself that I had done the right thing.

Two days later, on Tuesday afternoon, I checked my campus mailbox. Inside was a white envelope with my name written in large letters on the front. I opened the envelope and found a generic card with a Bible verse, no signature, and $50. I had kept my financial worries quiet, feeling it wasn’t right to broadcast money stats to everyone around me. But somehow, God had miraculously provided for me through this anonymous gift. I believe that $50 was His way of honoring my small gift on Sunday morning. It was His way of saying, See, I told you to trust me. Since that day, tithing has become a consistent part of my life.

. February 2010 .

As I prepared for my second spring break trip to Costa Rica, I wondered why God would ask me to go somewhere when there was no way I could afford the journey. Two weeks before my teammates and I boarded a plane to serve alongside the Bribri people, I still had no idea how I was going to pay for the trip. I was working two part-time jobs and my parents were supporting me, but I still needed to raise $700 to cover the cost of the trip.

I worked out a payment plan with our trip leader, deciding that in the worst-case scenario I could at least pay off the trip before the end of the semester. It was less than ideal, but it was a good plan. I continued working overtime, trying to earn the last several hundred dollars, but it seemed impossible. I prayed and asked God to provide for me, telling Him that if He wanted me to serve in Costa Rica He would need to help me out. I couldn’t do it by myself.

The next day I got a call from an anonymous campus organization. They told me that they were interested in donating some money toward my mission trip and asked if I could meet with them later that afternoon. I walked into the office, excited that the organization might be able to lighten the cost of my trip—an answer to prayer. But I never imagined that God would answer my prayers in such an unbelievable way. One of the officers sat across the table from me and said, Heather, we’re interested in supporting your work in Costa Rica. We’d like to pay off the balance on your trip. We’ll deposit the money into your account tomorrow.

I cried and laughed awkwardly and said, I can’t believe this, at least seven times. Then I left the office with a permanent stuck-on smile and a simple prayer, Thanks God.

. May 2010 .

Last week, I had my training with Experience Mission. As I prepare to go to Atlanta, GA for the summer to serve alongside the Salvation Army in the inner city, I am continuing to rely on God. If you’ve ever worked for a non-profit or in a ministry job, you probably didn’t do it for the money. Experience Mission takes great care of their summer staff, but on my drive home from training I began thinking about the “pay cut” I would be taking by serving in Atlanta. Again, I prayed, telling God that I trusted Him and that He must want me in Atlanta for a reason. I asked Him to provide for me financially so that I could pay my part of the tuition bill for fall semester.

When I got home, I found a letter on my bedroom dresser. The letter was from IWU, congratulating me on a Servant Leadership scholarship for the upcoming semester. The scholarship will go directly toward tuition and includes a portion to be donated to my charity of choice. The amount was almost exactly what I needed to make up the difference of what I might have earned in another job this summer. God had provided again—proving that His plan is perfect. Really, perfect!

Now more than ever, I’m convinced that God is faithful. I think Jesus talks a lot about money in the Bible because He knows what it means to us. He knows that our attitude about money often determines our attitude about Him. Although I’m not perfect, I’m starting to understand the importance of tithing more clearly. God wants us to give freely to others so that we can be surprised by the creative ways He blesses us.

The challenge: Trust God this week with your finances, your relationships, or your time and watch how He changes you.

The Wrong Way

"Get a picture of the skyline!" she shouted from the back seat. Our Colorado road trip hadn't turned out quite like we imagined it. Four inches of snow in the middle of May with no boots or cold weather gear meant that instead of spending our last two days hiking, we were stuck inside. Determined to make the best of the unusual weather, Lindsey, Dan and I drove into downtown Denver for the day with no real plan but to explore the city.

We maneuvered our way through the city streets, searching for a cheap place to park. We oohed and ahed at the buildings, saying how cute the apartments looked and deciding which 16th street store we would visit first. Our quest for a parking lot was more difficult than expected, somehow we got twisted around near Union Station and before we knew it, we were on the one-way I-25 express lane. To the horror of our faithful navigator, TomTom, we were driving down the middle of the highway, barricaded on both sides and pointed in the wrong direction. When I glanced in the rearview mirror, Denver looked impossibly small. We drove for several more miles before the express lane ended and we steered ourselves back toward the city.

Frustrated by our accidental detour, we decided to try a different off-ramp for our "second try." The exit brought us alongside Coors Field, home of the Rockies. Police directed pedestrians to cross the street near the stadium. Fans sported their Rockies garb and little kids carried baseball gloves. "Let's go to the game!" someone suggested. I turned into an event parking lot and we discussed how much we would be willing to pay for tickets. As college students on a tight road-trip budget, we knew we didn't want to spend more than $10. (Less, if possible!)

We flagged down a scalper who flashed us three club-level tickets priced at $25 each. After a little bartering, we walked into the game with three tickets for $5 each--not a bad deal! We convinced Eugene (the old-man usher--what a sweetie!) to let us sit wherever we wanted, and enjoyed the game from the eighth row. The Rockies beat the Phillies in the bottom of the tenth with a walk-off home run, just in time for the rain to start.

After the game, we spent the rest of the afternoon riding up and down 16th street on the free hybrid city buses. We ate at the Rockbottom Brewery and then sipped coffee after dinner while perusing the shelves of the Tattered Cover bookstore. It was a rainy afternoon, but incredibly relaxing and maybe one of my favorite parts of the whole week. As we sloshed down the street to our car, we laughed about how the I-25 wrong turn had led us to the perfect day, one we never could have planned on our own.

Maybe I'm trying to be too deep (forgive me), but I think that our wrong turn is a lot like real life. Sometimes mistakes shape us into the people we're supposed to be. Sometimes plans are better when they're stuffed away in the glove compartment. Sometimes the unexpected is what makes life beautiful. Sometimes wrong turns lead us to the perfect afternoon.

To Lindsey, Dan, and Nick-- Thanks for a great week in Colorado! And Nebraska, you're still the worst state in the US.

Bittersweet to be released August 1st


As most of you know, I'm a huge fan of Shauna Niequist. She is one of my favorite authors-- her stories and style in Cold Tangerines made me think about writing, life, and joy in a whole new way. If you haven't read it yet, you can borrow it from me! Then, get ready for more Shauna (because you'll want more!) by pre-ordering her latest book, Bittersweet. Since the book isn't out yet, I can't give you a first-hand review, but if it is anything like Cold Tangerines I guarantee you'll enjoy it.

Here's what the publisher Zondervan had to say about it.

"Shauna Niequist shifts her gaze to the challenges and blessings of change in Bittersweet. Drawing from her own experiences in a recent season of pain and chaos, she explores the bits of wisdom and growth we earn the hard way, through change, loss, and transition, and offers her own reflections on what brought her hope along the way."

Sounds good, right?

If you're interested in pre-ordering a copy, visit Amazon.com and receive a discount. Bittersweet will be released on August 1, 2010!

Ekphrastic Poetry: Art Responding to Art


Special shout out to one of my favorite artists and friends, Tyler Hays. I used his watercolor painting for a poetry assignment this semester: write a poem responding to a piece of art. This is one of the few poems from my semester-long poetry collection that I can stamp with a gold sticker. I'm proud of it. Thanks for inspiring me with you art, Tyler!

The Thing About Wishes

by Heather D. Moline


The thing about wishes is that they come free

from genies

on birthday cakes

in a fountain full of pennies.


The thing about wishes is that they are bendy.

They squish and they squash into something

so unlike the something you wished.


Link pinkies with your wishes like a childhood swear.

Brush out the snarls and weave wishes through your hair.


Hold wishes between your fingers

like a flickering fly—

don’t pinch them too tight,

remember

they’re alive.


And just like the bugs you caught in the dark,

wishes want to flitter

and don’t live well in jars.


If given the chance, they’ll scatter and sneak

like crunchy red leaves hitching rides with the breeze.


Once they are snubbed, they leave you alone

with responsible, grown up things that you chose:


taxes,

terrorists,

saturated fats,

earthquakes and heartbreaks

and terminal disease.


The thing about wishes is that they come free

from genies

on birthday cakes

in a fountain full of pennies


but wishes will go if you wish them away,

swept up by the wind and the gray.


You should read this.


Check out my article for Credo Magazine! You can view it online at http://www.CredoMagazine.com - It is titled "Swallowed by Darkness" and appears on the home page.

A lot of really great things have been happening over the last few weeks. Hopefully, as soon as the semester ends I'll find a spare moment to write it all out. Just know that God is good, exams are stressful, and summer is near.

Hold onto hope this week. Thanks for reading.

So, I'm taking this poetry class...

Poetry is not my thing, I've decided. This semester I'm in a poetry class and most of the time I sit there, staring blankly, listening to everyone's intelligent responses to the works and feeling like all I've got is red roses and blue violets. The professor is one of my favorites, though. She is teaching me to appreciate the art. Despite my love-hate (mostly hate) relationship with poetry, I finally crafted a poem that I'm proud of. I think it's funny and honest and has a good voice. But let me know what you think...

P.S. Since poetry is always better when it's read aloud, read this one with gusto! (Every little bit helps.)

Woman Stoops A League, Or Two

by Heather D. Moline

He’s a good one by any reasonable woman’s standard.

His teeth are white

mostly

and only a little crooked with g a p s between the canines and incisors—

but surely nothing a little minor cosmetic tweaking can’t fix.

And he tells jokes. Good ones, even.

So good that he can entertain hisself,

laughing and spitting,

but only sometimes spitting on me.

He smooches fine.

Sort of soft or sweet or sticky-like.

I tell myself, be thankful—

you gots yourself a tame kind of man,

not a wild

kinky

lick your toes

kind of man that some women gots to handle.

And I suppose a smooch is nicer

than him jammin his tongue at my tonsils

like they’re his grape lollypop.

But sometimes I wish he’d plant a good one on me

like Patrick Dempsey or that Matthew what-his-name

in the movies

instead of smearing me with

them crooked teeth and fountain jokes

that are ‘posed to be just fine

by any reasonable woman’s standards.